A Promise to Figure It Out
My spouse tried to calm me by promising that we would get to the bottom of it. His remarks were meant to be comforting, but I wished he had paid more attention. ‘We’ll sort things out, I promise,’ he’d add as the anxiety rose. While his assurances helped temporarily, I couldn’t shake the feeling that something was badly wrong. It felt like a weight was weighing down on us every day, compelling us to seek out the answers hidden in the shadows.
Weekend Plans
Regardless of the problems at home, weekends were intended to be spent with family. We decided that a beach day would help us reset. While I packed, our daughter searched for her favorite baby doll. ‘Mom, where is my doll?’ she said, anxiety on her youthful face. As I assisted her in her quest, I felt a familiar sense of anxiety. It was merely a doll, but its removal felt momentous in the context of everything else.